Introduction - Thoughts on my
sixth novel
“The
Outsider” is my sixth novel and follows the lives of two protagonists,
Mike Sinclair and Ruthie Burns. Mike Sinclair appeared briefly in the
beginning chapters of “The Freshman” as Lisa Campbell’s original
boyfriend, but I had Lisa break up with him and banished him to
California when I felt that his presence in the novel was slowing down
the plot. Mike continued to stay in the back of my mind as a possible
future protagonist however, assuming that I ever wanted to write a story
that takes place in California.
Ruthie is a totally new character, but elements of her appear in the
characters of previous novels: most notably Kathleen from “The Pledge
Mistress” and Wendy Li from “The Wanderings of Amy”. I created Ruthie
because I am interested in using her to explore serious topics such as
non-verbal communication disorder, depression, suicidal fantasies, the
impact of religion, struggles with sexuality, and class resentment. From
the beginning the reader will know that Ruthie is at odds with early
21st Century U.S. society. She is an outcast, and in the story serves as
a metaphor of a society that created her and then rejected her. Mike
finds himself in a similar situation, although not to the extreme that
Ruthie does.
I am fully aware that my newest novel is not for everyone who visits
this website. It might disappoint some of the readers of my previous
novels, because the world of erotic fantasy that I have created in the
previous works of fiction is not part of the setting in which Mike and
Ruthie must make their way through life. Some of the places and
characters of my previous novels (most notably Lisa Campbell from “The
Freshman”) are mentioned in passing, but are not central to the
development of “The Outsider”.
“The Outsider” was my most deliberate attempt to write a serious novel
instead of a story concentrating on sexual fantasy and alternate
reality. There is not much action or adventure, because the novel deals
with the story of a friendship and the exploration of two lives against
the backdrop of a decaying society. I did include some sexual scenes in
the story, but purpose of the scenes was to further the plot. I
commented to a reader that my previous novels were erotic stories with
some political perspective and social commentary included as part of the
backdrop, while “The Outsider is a novel focusing on social issues and
political commentary with some eroticism mixed in.
The project strives to examine the decline of the United States from the
perspectives of Mike and Ruthie, and by extension their families. This
is another difference between “The Outsider” and my previous novels: in
my previous projects my characters all have families, but usually family
members are not central to the main plot. In “The Outsider” the parents
of Mike and Ruthie are much more important for what happens to my two
protagonists, so I examine their lives and thoughts more thoroughly. I
also go into more detailed descriptions of my protagonists’ jobs,
especially Mike’s job, for reasons that will be clear at the end of the
story.
In the novel my characters make some personal choices that some readers
will find disturbing. I tried to neither justify my characters nor
criticize them, but I do try to explain the circumstances that
surrounded their decisions. I leave it up to the reader to determine
whether the actions taken by Mike, Ruthie, and their parents were “good”
or “bad”.
I tried not to judge my characters and their actions, but I make no
apologies for judging what is going on in the United States. I am
horrified by the impact that globalization, commercialized evangelical
Christianity, and the rise of mega-corporations such as Walmart have had
on US society. I am just old enough to have seen how the US was before
globalization and very strongly feel that nothing in the US has changed
for the better since 1980. I feel that the changes in the US have
destroyed the lives of the most worth-while and productive people in our
country, and that old values such as the work ethic are no longer
relevant. These opinions are reflected throughout the narrative of my
sixth novel.
My fictional corporation Mega-Town Associates makes an important
appearance as part of the story’s backdrop. Mega-Town Associates is
loosely based on the real-life corporation Walmart, but it also is a
representation of the “anything goes as long as it is profitable”
philosophy. I have been accused by some readers of being against
capitalism. I am not, but I am against the amoral capitalism practiced
by predatory corporations such as Walmart.
Another difference that readers will notice between “The Outsider” and
previous novels is my treatment of religion. In my Danubia novels I am
creating a world of alternate reality, of which the Danubian Church is a
component of that fantasy. Because Danubia is a world that I created, I
decided to create a state religion that makes sense for that society and
populate it with well-meaning clerics that attempt to act in the best
interests of their followers. I even leave open the possibility that the
supernatural world can communicate with the realm of the living.
In “The Outsider” I am not kind to religion. Ruthie and Mike come from
different Christian denominations, but I make it clear that I do not feel that
religion has been a positive influence in either of their lives. I am
fully aware that my views on religion will bother some readers. However,
I am drawing from my own experiences when I talk about both Mike’s
church and Ruthie’s church.
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All places mentioned in the novel, with the exception of Davenport State
University and a very brief mention of Danubia, exist in real life and
are locations that I have actually lived in or visited. (Even Davenport,
California is a real place; it’s just that in real life there is no
university there). Davenport State University is loosely based on the
real one in Santa Cruz, but it is fictionalized because I don’t want to
deal with UCSC alumni telling me that this or that detail about their
university is inaccurate. With everything else I attempted to keep the
details of the story’s setting in Central California as close to real
life as possible.
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During July of 2010, I posted the chapters of "The Outsider" in a couple
of erotic literature forums, including Literotica and ASSTR. I expected
the novel to receive a mixed reaction, and those expectations turned out
to be accurate. Some readers totally loved the novel and some totally
hated it. Here is a sampling of some of the more interesting comments
from my readers:
This was without a doubt the most depressing story I have ever read.
I had a sneaking feeling that this was not something I should read. It
was so well written, however, that I couldn't stop until the end. You
should be required to add a caveat at the beginning of the story.
"Caution, this is a very dangerous story. People with any form of
depression should not read this. It may promote suicide."
This series has to be one of the most depressing things I have ever
read, but I read every word and looked forward to each episode, even
though it was a painful read for me. The reason I was drawn into this
story is that I identified strongly with Ruthie as the outsider, more or
less the story of my life (male version) up to this point, and now at
forced "retirement", I am close to the experience of Mike's dad. The
last two paragraphs of Chapter 31 succinctly put in words the thoughts I
have had for some time about the inevitability of it all.
A fascinating Story. The complex interplay between the characters,
Ruthie and Mike, held my attention and I was willing them both to reach
a loving relationship at each phase of the Story. In other words, they
had become 'real' in my mind.
You are a skillful Author. My thanks to you.
A great Story, full of heartfelt emotions between the main characters,
Ruthie and mike. The interplay between them is incredible, such
different personalities and yet a strong caring towards each other.
