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Chapter 27 – Vladik Dukov's
"Proper Partner"
Kim spent the afternoon making arrangements for Tiffany's future. There really
were only two issues that needed to be addressed; where Tiffany was going to
live and where she was going to work. Kim already had both details partly
settled, so her calls that afternoon simply were to confirm her previous
arrangements. Tiffany would start at the music store the next day. As for living
arrangements, Victor Dukov reluctantly agreed to rent her a room, with the
understanding she would move to Vladim's house following Kim's marriage.
Tiffany was up within just a couple of hours. She struggled off the table,
wincing at the pain from her badly marked up backside. Tears rolled down her
cheeks, as she again thought about the grim chain of events that brought her to
her current state in this office. For a few minutes she stood with her hands on
the recovery table, trying to steady herself.
Kim ordered Tiffany to go into the back office and quickly explained her job and
living arrangements. Tiffany dried her eyes and partially recovered after
drinking some tea. Her next statement hugely surprised Kim.
"I was curious…could you take me to the store, you know, so I would see it…maybe
meet some people there?"
"Well…uh…sure…except you don't have to report in until tomorrow."
"No. I want to do it today. I want to get started, or at least know what it's
gonna be like."
"Alright, I'll take you over. You really think you can make it over there with
your butt like it is?"
"It's not that bad, at least if I don't sit down."
The two women left the Central Police station. In spite of Tiffany's assurance
she was fine, she did have some trouble getting down the stairs. Once they were
out on the street Tiffany was able to walk fairly normally, although she had to
walk more slowly than usual.
At first Kim was surprised that Tiffany didn't seem to be bothered by being out
on the street wearing nothing but her collar. At that stage in her sentence Kim
had been mortified at the thought of being so completely exposed to the world,
and thus was surprised by Tiffany's acceptance of her situation. However, during
their walk Kim remembered that Tiffany already had spent nearly six weeks in the
nude in the National Hospital rehab program, and before that she had worked as a
stripper. Any modesty about her body had long since been purged from Tiffany's
mind.
Tiffany, in fact, wanted to be exposed, and have her punished backside exposed,
to the view of the population of Danube City. The punishment and her collaring
marked the final break from her past. She no longer was a stripper, no longer a
prostitute, no longer Raymond Stark's girlfriend, no longer an active meth and
heroin user. She now was a Danubian criminal and eager to move ahead with her
life as quickly as possible. Subconsciously Tiffany actually was proud of her
collar and welts because of what they symbolized, a new beginning for her.
Once they arrived, Kim, following store protocol for employees, stripped off her
dress and hung it up in the employees' break room. She then led Tiffany around
the store and introduced her to the owner and everyone working the afternoon
shift. Kim then explained how Tiffany would start out. She would begin by doing
manual chores such as window washing and cleaning up until her Danubian was good
enough for her to train as a cashier. Over time she would start at the
information counter, to provide an English-speaking presence when Kim was not
working. It was possible that later on Tiffany might be promoted to a job at the
studio and recording complex, perhaps as a guide or information assistant.
Kim was amazed at how happy Tiffany was upon hearing the explanation about the
routine she needed to follow and the steps she would go through to get promoted.
Tiffany now knew she had escaped, really, truly escaped. Her life in Danube City
hardly would be exciting, but after two years of squalid drug-addled adventures,
she felt she needed a routine life and a break from "excitement".
There was another surprise for Kim coming from Tiffany that afternoon. Before
they left the store Kim's client noticed disposable cameras for sale and asked
Kim to buy her one. Kim then shot the entire roll on Tiffany posing in front of
the store, in the store, and later in the Central Plaza. Once they got back to
Dukov's office Tiffany did something that struck Kim as extremely odd; she
placed her hands on the recovery table and looked back at Kim over her shoulder.
The pose emphasized her welt-covered bottom. Kim took two pictures of Tiffany in
that position and finished out the roll of film. Once the film was used up Kim
handed the camera back to Tiffany. The criminal then got on her knees and
thanked the Apprentice for doing her the favor.
Shortly afterwards Kim took her client by trolley to Victor Dukov's house. She
met his family and partially ingratiated herself by kneeling when she greeted
him. With that Kim got ready to leave, with the weird sensation of seeing her
former boss and her former best friend standing next to each other. Tiffany
knelt and in heavily accented Danubian said "Goodbye, Apprentice Lee, until we
meet again."
"Goodnight Tiffany. I'll be here at 7:00 tomorrow to take you to work. I'm
scheduled to be there all day, so I'll be helping you train."
With that, Kim departed to return to the other part of her life, rehearsal with
Eloisa and the other singers of "Socrates' Mistresses" for the upcoming Day of
the Dead Equinox ceremony.
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Kim and Sergekt returned to their classes at the National University two days
after Tiffany's sentencing. For the first time they entered classes as free
citizens, but the euphoria of entering the university in their new status
quickly wore off. Kim and Sergekt realized their second year of classes would be
extremely demanding for both of them. Sergekt, in particular, faced a rough
year, studying chemistry, engineering, and geology, with the promise of a third
year that would be just as difficult.
Kim did have one pleasant surprise on campus when she ran into Anyia's friend
Jennifer. It turned out Jennifer had decided to stay in Upper Danubia to go to
college for at least a year. Upper Danubia had grown on Jennifer during her year
in high school as an exchange student. She now felt comfortable in the country
and was not ready to give up her friendships with Anyia and some of her other
classmates. More importantly, she was not ready to give up her relationship with
her naked boyfriend. At the university café he was by her side, in his usual
subdued manner, with his bottom pink from constantly being slapped. While they
were talking Jennifer ordered her boyfriend to get her and Kim some fruit punch.
The order, as every other command she gave him, was accompanied with two sharp
slaps on the bottom as he left, and two more when he came back with the drinks.
Kim was surprised to find out where Jennifer was living. She was staying with
her exchange-program counselor, the same woman who had punished her in high
school. It turned out that her counselor had helped her enroll at the university
and complete the paperwork needed to extend her student visa. Obviously Jennifer
needed to behave with proper protocol at all times in the woman's house, but in
public she rebelled by wearing jeans and keeping her non-Danubian hairstyle.
The grim and politically charged atmosphere on campus worried Kim and her
fiancée. The campus was bitterly divided between students coming in from the
eastern provinces who supported the Greater Danubian Progressive Party, and the
ones from the capitol and the surrounding Central Valley, who mostly supported
the Party of the Duchy. That afternoon Kim, Sergekt, Eloisa, Dima, and Valia sat
down to afternoon tea at a university café to discuss the country's future.
Sergekt, the most politically aware of the group, explained the Duchy's
political situation to his increasingly dismayed friends. He concluded:
"This country is going to be in a lot of trouble, no matter who wins the next
election. Our choices are just terrible. The "Nobility" doesn't have a viable
candidate and they think it's still 1945. The "Progressives" have been bought
out and want to hand us over to foreign companies. The "Dissidents" couldn't
organize making a pot of tea. Who will we vote for? Or maybe we'll just have
election after election…"
Sergekt looked at Dima, who sighed and buried his hands in his hair. The three
women had no clue what to say.
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Officer Vladik Dukov invited his partner to his father's house a couple of weeks
after Kim and her friends started classes at the university. Vladik thought it
would be a perfect afternoon for a quiet tryst with his lover, with Anyia in
school, his fiancée and Kimberly Lee at the university, and his parents at work.
The couple turned off their police radios and parked their bicycles near the
front door of the Dukov residence. There would be a nice three hours to have
some wine, a small meal, and a pleasant session of lovemaking under the sun in
the back yard. The two cops had done this plenty of times before. There was no
reason to suspect today's adventure would end any differently.
The two officers finished their meal and went into the back yard. Their uniforms
came off and Vladik caressed his partner's lean, muscular figure, enjoying the
feel of the hot sun on his backside and his lover's hardened sweaty body
underneath. Maybe he was engaged, and maybe she was married, but it seemed…
The kitchen door swung open and banged loudly against the back wall. The two
naked cops looked up to see Vladik's fiancée, holding a camera. The camera
clicked twice before the young interloper dropped it down her blouse. The
photographer addressed the policewoman with a tone of quiet rage in her voice
that frightened both cops.
"I expect you to put on your uniform and be off this property within a minute.
If you take any longer than 60 seconds your section chief sees these pictures
tomorrow morning, and your husband will see them tomorrow afternoon."
The policewoman jumped up to grab her uniform and quickly got dressed in the
living room. As soon as she had her tunic and boots on she scrambled out the
door and sped off on her bicycle. Vladik reached for his uniform as well. His
fiancée snatched away the clothes before he could reach them.
"You will not put this on. You have proven yourself unworthy to be a police
officer, just like you have proven yourself unworthy to be my husband."
She reached back and pulled her silver hairpiece out of her hair, and then
quickly tore off her necklace and her ring. She threw the items at Vladik's
feet.
"Your father had no right to call you Vladik. You are a disgrace to our King's
name, and you're a disgrace to your family's name."
Vladik had nothing to say. There was nothing for him to deny, she had seen
everything with her own eyes and it was on film. There was no point in trying to
persuade her to give him a second chance, in Upper Danubia a dishonored
engagement never got a second chance. Finally he choked out a question:
"How did you know?"
"I could see it in your eyes, Vladik. I could see it in your eyes for more than
a year, but I kept deluding myself it was my imagination. Anyhow, I have a
classmate whose younger sister is a friend of Anyia. Last week she mentioned
your partner's little visits to this house, and I became more suspicious. But,
what I want you to know is that it was not your sister who gave you away. You
gave yourself away."
"I suppose I did…"
"You made a final mistake today. I saw the bicycles and let myself in. You were
very foolish to have left those bicycles there and not to have locked your front
door."
"I…I don't know what to say."
"Well, I do know what to say, you
dishonored liar. Your life is ruined. I will
see to that. It's up to you to decide whether you want me to ruin your partner's
life."
"No…you can ruin my life, but not hers."
"That's up to you. If you wish to spare your partner you will resign from the
National Police, effective immediately. If you wish to spare your family and
those two Americans, you will resign. That will be my revenge, destroying your
career. Next Monday I will check the National Police roster. If your badge
number is still active, your section chief, your partner's section chief, your
partner's husband, and your father will get copies of the pictures. If your
badge number is removed, then I will send the pictures and the negatives to you,
after I'm absolutely sure your resignation is finalized."
With that she threw Vladik's uniform on the ground and walked out. As she went
through the front door, the woman's controlled rage became a bit less
controlled. She picked up Vladik's police bicycle and with all her strength
flung it at Dukov's front window. It shattered several panes and broke part of
the window frame. It was a very un-Danubian display of temper, but one Vladik
realized he deserved.
Vladik lost no time putting on civilian clothes and folding up his uniform. He
got on his bicycle and rode back to the Central Police Station. He knew his
ex-fiancée would be true to her word, whether he chose to resign or attempt to
keep his job. She wanted revenge against him, not anyone else, not even his
partner. However, she was perfectly willing to destroy the other people in
Vladik's life if he did not accept the punishment she had laid out for him.
Vladik's concern was to protect his father and his lover from his mistakes, not
himself, so there was no question his police career had ended.
Vladik went up to his father's office and typed out a letter of resignation on
one of the secretary's computers. He printed several copies and then went
downstairs to present them to his stunned section chief. He handed his folded
uniform to his chief along with the letters.
"I dishonored myself, my uniform, and my father's house. I am unfit to wear this
uniform and am returning it to you."
"Have you lost your mind?! You're one of our best officers! You're up for
promotion! You could be a section chief within two years!"
"No, that would never happen. I…did something that if you knew, you'd
understand. It's not just my life that's involved, but also several others. It
is best…for everyone…that I resign. That'll spare the honor of several innocent
people, including you."
Vladik's dumbfounded boss reluctantly signed his resignation letters, realizing
his star employee apparently was resigning to prevent a scandal. The section
chief was torn between wondering what on earth Officer Dukov had done that was
so terrible and hoping not to find out.
With that Vladik went back upstairs to his father's office. Kim was at her desk,
researching some of Dukov's old cases for an upcoming class project. Kim, upon
seeing Vladik in civilian clothes and with a stricken look on his face, realized
something was very wrong. He sat down and buried his forehead in his hands.
"You will need to find someone else to punish your client Tiffany next year. I'm
not…I'm not an officer with the National Police anymore. I'm dishonored, and I
have only myself to blame."
For a moment Kim stared in silence at Vladik, who didn't even look like the same
person with his broken expression. She decided it would be a good idea to get
him out of the police station and then get him to talk about what happened. She
told him to accompany her to the nearby river park. He listlessly complied and
walked with her down several city blocks to the spot where Danube City gave way
to the strip of parkland that lined the Danube River.
Kim knew, because she was not Danubian, Vladik would be able to speak to her and
not have to be afraid of being judged according to the harsh standards of the
Duchy's morality. Vladik did what he most needed to do, talk. In a single
afternoon he had lost his fiancée, his mistress, his job, and his self-esteem.
The fallout from his mistakes would continue that evening when he would have to
face his irate parents and uncle.
"I don't know myself what was wrong with me. She was perfect: smart, determined,
educated, pretty, from a good family. Her parents liked me and Mother certainly
liked her. She got along with Anyia…she's a woman with honor. And what did I
give her up for? I gave her up for sex with a woman I preferred, but one who I
knew could never be mine."
"Vladik, did you love your fiancée at all?"
"No. The woman I love is my partner. I respect my fiancée, but I don't love her.
I don't know why. She's everything a man could possibly want, but in my heart I
never appreciated her. That is why I'm so dishonored."
"Well, I'm going to be honest and tell you that, from my point of view, I think
you got what you deserved. I never said anything, but I knew what was going on
because it was a bit obvious. I think what you did to both those women,
especially your fiancée, was totally wrong. The only thing I can say is I do
admire you for taking the blame yourself and trying to protect everyone else."
Vladik said nothing. Kim thought for a moment and then continued with a
statement that over time would change how he saw himself and what he wanted from
life.
"I was wondering…you know, about how you Danubians see love. Maybe you're all a
bit too logical about it. It's always 'good family' and 'honor' and 'logical
partner', and never 'how do you actually feel about this person'. Maybe she was
too perfect for you. Maybe what you need is a woman with flaws and problems,
someone you can love for who she is and how she feels about you, not for what
she is. If your parents approve, that's great. If they don't…" Kim shrugged her
shoulders, "that's their problem, not yours."
"That's not how we think, Kimberly. A proper partner is necessary to have
tranquility in life."
"Really? You had a 'proper partner', and how tranquil was your life? You
deceived and lied to everyone you knew, and you wasted four years of her life
because you didn't love her. To me that's not how you should live. It's
definitely not living with honor."
"Very well, Kimberly, since you seem to have the answers, let me ask you this.
What do you think I should do next? What advice can you give me?"
"Really there's only two things. First, start over. Get another job, or maybe go
to college. Maybe with the end of your career with the National Police Force
you've been blessed instead of cursed. Think about it. Maybe now you can just
enjoy yourself instead of worrying all the time about your responsibilities and
what other people think about you. Then, you'll be free to find a woman who you
actually like being with, instead of a 'proper partner'."
"You make it sound so easy."
"Well it's not. It's easier to do things the way you've been doing them, because
everything was laid out for you. But it's obvious to me that you can't live an
easy life. You need a life where you have to make your own choices and suffer
the consequences. If you can accept that about yourself, then you have the
chance to be happy."
Kim and Vladik came up to the grounds behind the Temple of the Ancients.
Suddenly Vladik decided to go in and talk to a priest. He knelt and confessed
what had happened while Kim stood nervously watching. The priest repeated much
of what Kim had told Vladik, that he needed to start his life over with a better
understanding of what he really wanted. The priest then suggested Vladik undergo
a purification ritual and perform public penance during the week leading up to
the Day of the Dead Ceremony. Public penance would allow Vladik time to divide
his life between who he had been up until that day and who he would become after
the Day of the Dead. Vladik agreed, nodded, and stood up.
Two female attendants dressed in black robes took Vladik by the hands to a stone
platform behind the main Temple building. There was a fire-pit with an active
fire at one end, and a small prayer stand at the other end.
Vladik stood at attention in front of the prayer stand. The two attendants
quickly undressed him. One of the women handed Kim his wallet, watch, keys, and
a religious medallion. The rest of Vladik's belongings went into the fire.
Vladik then knelt at the prayer stand, as the priest stood in front of him and
an attendant stood to either side. There was a lengthy set of ancient prayers
that Kim could not understand, some burning of incense, then more prayers.
Vladik then began a series of confessions. The priest was much more interested
in Vladik's habit of lying than in his physical acts of adultery. Merely
confessing to a lie was not enough for the priest. As he confessed to each
incident in his life, Vladik had to go into detail concerning what he actually
said, why he told the lie, and its result. Kim could tell that Vladik was
becoming increasingly scared, because his confessions were far more numerous and
detailed than he had anticipated. It was obvious the priest was determined to
dig deep into Vladik's soul, to find out what made his mind work and what
motivated him. In the end, Kim found out much more about his secret thoughts
than she cared to know.
The priest asked Vladik what he wanted for his future, but he only could answer
by referring to his past. He wanted to live differently, but wasn't sure how. To
Kim's surprise the priest did not have much advice for Vladik, apart from
telling him the obvious, that he needed to be more truthful. However, Dukov's
disgraced son now faced a radical change in his daily life, which would last at
least through the upcoming Day of the Dead ceremony.
The priest began Vladik's public penance by collaring him. The collar was a
special Temple issue instead of a standard Ministry of Justice issue. It was
smooth instead of grooved, lacked the metal loop, and had no transmitter. It
could be unlocked by a priest, taken off, and reused. Its purpose was not to
control Vladik's movements, but rather mark him as serving public penance. The
rules Vladik would have to live under were very similar to the rules of a
"willingly repentant" criminal such as Malka Chorno. Like a convicted criminal,
he was prohibited from wearing any clothing at any time, the standards of
criminal protocol applied, and he could not take a seat on public
transportation. The only difference was the option of ending his penance
whenever he chose. In Vladik's case, the priest assumed he would serve his
penance up through the Day of the Dead ceremony and participate in the march,
but then turn in his collar and start the second phase of his life once the
march was completed.
It was getting dark by the time Vladik and Kim left the Temple. It felt
extremely odd for Kim to be out on the street with Vladik, their roles reversed
with her wearing normal clothes while he walked alongside collared and naked.
Finally they boarded a trolley and headed back to Spokesman Dukov's house.
Dukov and Maritza both were waiting in the living room with plenty of questions.
Upon seeing their son nude and wearing a penance collar, their questions about
what happened multiplied. Vladik, now in his new role of performing public
penance, had to kneel upon greeting his father, who still was a public official.
Dukov did not give Vladik permission to stand up.
The news that day for Dukov had gone from bad to worse. First came word of
Vladik's resignation through his boss. The section chief called Dukov, wondering
if the Spokesman had any clue that would explain his son's sudden resignation.
Dukov was infuriated upon hearing the news, not so much over the resignation
itself, but because Vladik had not talked to him about it. Then came a call from
Maritza with information about their smashed front window and the engagement
jewelry thrown in the back yard. Maritza had thought something must have gone
wrong between Kim and Sergekt, but when her husband relayed the information
about Vladik's resignation it became logical to assume the engagement jewelry
must have been from Vladik's fiancée, not Kim. Dukov, extremely worried, made a
series of phone calls but was unable to find out anything more.
Vladik, his head still pressed to the ground, filled in the missing information.
He admitted to having an affair with his police partner and that afternoon his
fiancée had walked in on them. That prompted a round of angry questions from
Maritza, which brought out the detail that Vladik's fiancée had suspected the
affair for more than a year and finally captured proof of it on film. The threat
of exposure explained Vladik's sudden resignation from the National Police,
because he and his partner had been conducting their affair during hours they
were supposed to be working.
Maritza was livid. Her intense anger frightened Kim, given that she never had
seen the woman lose her temper any time before. She tore into her son about
disgracing the Dukov name and ruining his chances to marry into one of Upper
Danubia's "best" families. And for what? Sex with a vulgar, skinny, ugly,
uneducated peasant, and one who already was married on top of everything else.
You gave up your future for that?
As Maritza continued to berate and insult her kneeling son, Kim realized
something about the elder Dukovs. It turned out they never had fully recovered
psychologically from their sentences and were determined to move the family as
high as possible through "proper" marriages for their children. Kim realized
Maritza had gone to great lengths to set up meetings between Vladik and several
young women from the country's "old blood" and was enormously pleased to see him
engaged to a fine young woman. Kim also realized Vladik had become engaged to
placate his parents. Try as he might, he never actually loved the "proper" young
woman to whom he was engaged. Now he was paying a terrible price for his
misdirected efforts.
Maritza landed several vicious kicks at her son's upturned bottom and then
stormed out of the room. For several minutes the room was full of tense silence,
with Vladim wondering if he should ask Kim to leave and Kim wanting to tell
Dukov to let his son get off his knees.
In spite of the immediate crisis, Vladim's mind already was moving ahead. He
broke the silence by asking Vladik how long he planned to perform public
penance, and then what he wanted to do afterwards. Vladik, still kneeling,
responded that he figured going to the country's military academy would be a
good option. He didn't see why he couldn't be a good military officer and two
years of academy training would be waved because of his police experience. As
for the penance, he wasn't sure how long that would last.
"Very well, Vladik. I'll make some calls to assure you receive a slot in the
January class. In the meantime you'd better get a job that keeps you busy in the
evenings. I can tell you your mother isn't going to want to see you for a
while."
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Kim took Vladik to the
music store the following day to see what work might be available for
him. The other employees gathered around, shocked at seeing Officer
Vladik Dukov out of his uniform and performing public penance. The
store's owner did have an appropriate job for Vladik, as a temporary
contractor to recommend upgrades for the store's security system and run
checks on the wiring and fire safety equipment. Another tasking would be
to create an emergency evacuation plan for both the store and nearby
studio complex. The work easily would last until Vladik's Academy date
in January, but with the condition he had to remain naked during working
hours, no matter what. Vladik agreed, and simply decided to extend his
public penance until the end of the year.
As Vladik started
walking around the store with a blueprint of the building's wiring in
his hands, he noticed Tiffany Walker cleaning windows and dusting the
windowsills. Of all the people in the store astounded to see the
disgraced cop out of his uniform, she was by far the most surprised,
given that he so recently had been her arresting officer and had
switched her just three weeks before. Vladik realized he owed her an
explanation.
Because he was a
contractor being paid by the task instead of a regular employee, Vladik
was free to take breaks when he wanted. When Tiffany had her lunch hour,
he decided to try to talk to her, in spite of a language barrier that
still was quite formidable. He spoke a small amount of English and she
spoke a small amount of Danubian. Between them they had a dictionary, so
with a lot of effort they were able to communicate. Tiffany accepted
Vladik's invitation for lunch at a nearby café, partially flattered that
he was paying attention to her, and partially curious to find out what
had happened to him.
As they began
trying to talk to each other, they stopped referring to each other as
Criminal # 98946 and Officer Dukov. From now on it would be Tiffany, (or
"Deevonay", as he pronounced it) and Vladik. They were equals and, at
least for the time-being, co-workers. The relationship they had as
police officer and criminal no longer had any relevance in their lives,
because Vladik himself now was much closer to being a criminal than to
being a police officer.
Tiffany listened
to Vladik's story about his fiancée, his partner, and his forfeited
police career. As first she couldn't understand why Vladik had to
resign, but finally understood when he told her that he and his partner
had been conducting their affair during working hours. She realized
there was much more than just the detail about the misuse of work hours,
some cultural stuff she couldn't yet understand. Tiffany's judgment was
much less harsh than even Kim's had been. She mostly felt sorry for
Vladik, because he seemed like a decent person, even if he was somewhat
flawed.
Tiffany went home
that night to Victor Dukov's house. She knelt and greeted him, then got
up to join him and his family for dinner. As Victor conversed with his
wife in Danubian, Tiffany heard Vladik's name mentioned. In spite of her
very limited Danubian vocabulary, Tiffany could tell from Victor's
expressions and gestures that he saw his nephew as a dishonored fool.
After dinner
Criminal # 98946 thought about her own situation, her mind functioning
more clearly now that she was clean. Tiffany marveled at her own
recovery. She had not taken any mind-altering substance for more than
eight weeks. She also had been celibate the entire time, but did not
miss sex in the least. Her sexual desires had burned out, at least for
the time being. Whether or not her sexual drive ever would come back was
a question that still had to be answered. She presumed, over time, she
might be able to enjoy sex again, assuming it was with the right guy.
The right guy…
Tiffany's thoughts
shifted to the disgraced young cop. She cringed at remembering the
switching he had given her, but she did not hold that against Vladik. He
simply had been doing his job, and she had returned to Upper Danubia
knowing she faced physical punishment. The experience had been horrible,
but Tiffany was quite glad to have endured it because it removed some of
the self-hatred and guilt from her past. She then thought about the
comment he made immediately before he began punishing her, that he
wanted her to show him courage and honor. The comment made her aware of
an important detail about Vladik; even though he had to punish her, he
cared about her.
As Tiffany thought
about Vladik, she pondered what the possibilities might be for a
relationship with him, whether it be friendship or perhaps something
more. She knew his life was in crisis and he could use a friend, someone
not connected with his past and who would not judge him. She went to
sleep promising herself she would try to get to know him better, and see
what might come out of it.
The following
morning, when he saw her at work, Vladik asked Tiffany to accompany him
on the upcoming Day of the Dead march. Tiffany happily agreed, relieved
not to have to endure that strange experience alone. Vladik’s simple
gesture of friendship signaled the end of Tiffany’s isolation and the
real beginning of her redemption.
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The night of the
Equinox, the members of Socrates' Mistresses led hymns in the Plaza of
the Ancients. This was the first year the band would sing instead of
march, its 15 members performing dressed in black robes. Several
cameramen were filming the concert for footage to later include in music
videos. Eloisa and her singers outdid themselves presenting the most
mournful music Upper Danubia had ever created as the marchers moved out
and the religious ceremonies began. The music moved many members of the
public to tears, but there was no applause. The morose atmosphere of the
Day of the Dead demanded somber behavior from the audience. They were to
listen respectfully, but not make any noise themselves.
Vladik and Tiffany
marched out together, with torches in their hands and their bodies
covered in white body paint with black highlights. They marched in a
single-file column with 1,300 other criminals and Temple penitents. A
second column of the same size headed off in the opposite direction with
the plan to reunite the following morning at the rest camp at the other
end of Danube City. Tiffany was quite happy to have Vladik marching in
front of her during this bizarre and rather frightening experience.
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The Equinox
prayers were very painful for Vladim and Maritza Dukov. In contrast with
the previous year, the only member of the family present with them was
Anyia. As she knelt praying, Maritza increasingly became burdened with
guilt over her treatment of Vladik, and saw very clearly she had to
apologize to him.
Spokesman Vladim
Dukov's visions terrified him. He saw Upper Danubia as an impoverished,
polluted, deforested wasteland, the historical buildings of Danube City
torn down and the city's smoky streets jammed with cars. Gangs roamed
freely, attacking at random, while desperate pensioners stood outside
the dilapidated Parliament Building clamoring for what little the
government could provide them in food relief. The plazas and parks were
full of drug addicts and the hospitals full of AIDS patients. Billboards
and advertising for foreign products cluttered the landscape, but from
all the closed stores and factories it was obvious Upper Danubia no
longer was producing anything, not even food. As Dukov's mind traveled
through his nightmarish vision of his country, it seemed the only
industries doing well were casinos and sex tourism.
An even more
frightening scene filled the Spokesman's mind, as his imagination
carried him east to the recently deforested mountains. Dukov watched as
heavy rains washed vast amounts of mud from nearby hills into the Rika
Chorna Reservoir. Suddenly several huge landslides plunged into the
lake, breaking the dam and sending floodwaters downstream. The wall of
water annihilated two provincial capitols and many villages before
completely leveling Danube City. Dukov's last vision was of a Danubian
flag floating in muddy water, surrounded by thousands of floating
corpses. He caught a very quick glimpse of King Vladik's empty throne,
and then came back to the real world.
Maritza looked
over at her husband's terrified, gasping face.
"Vladim! Vladim!
What happened? What did you see!?"
"I…I watched our
country die, Maritza, the entire country. I actually witnessed the last
day of the Duchy."
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The following day
Vladik stayed with Tiffany while she picked up her winter cape and
boots. Like Kim two years before her, Tiffany was dismayed when she
pulled it out and saw what a ghastly piece of clothing it was.
"This is shit! I
can't wear this!"
"No Deevonay, what
you say, true. Criminals no wear cape. Boot yes, cape no."
"Fuck!"
Tiffany went
upstairs to get her criminal number from Kim. After kneeling and doing
the protocol greeting, Tiffany jumped on the issue of the cape. Kim
responded.
"Well, I got
through two winters with wearing that thing maybe ten times altogether.
The truth is they don't want you to use it, it's just for cold snaps and
if you have to be outdoors for more than a few minutes." Kim then
explained the survival strategy for wearing nothing but boots during the
winter, ducking into buildings whenever possible and jogging if it was
necessary to go more than a couple of blocks without having a building
to warm up in.
Tiffany then went
with Vladik to the Temple of the Ancients and watched as he knelt to
address the priest. Vladik told the priest he wanted to continue his
penance until the end of the year and asked for a pair of Temple shoes
to protect his feet from the increasingly cold pavement of Danube City's
streets. The priest gave him a pair of black boots with the Temple
emblem. For Vladik there would be no cape. Persons performing penance
stayed nude, no matter how cold it was outside.
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September became
October as Danube City enjoyed the final sunny days leading up to the
fall rains. During the weeks following the Day of the Dead ceremony
Vladik never missed an opportunity to invite Tiffany out for lunch. He
found her fascinating, with her tall thin body and strange hair that
contrasted with anything a Danubian woman would wear. Her personality
fascinated him as well, because she was so completely different from
either his ex-fiancée or his ex-partner. Even Tiffany's past, which
would have disqualified her as a partner for most Danubian men,
fascinated Vladik. Tiffany was as "un-proper" as a woman could possibly
be, but Vladik found himself wanting to spend more and more time with
her.
During October
Tiffany became increasingly acclimated to her life in Danube City, but
not because of Kim. At the beginning Kim had expected to take time away
from her studies and rehearsals to spend with her client, showing her
around and teaching her what she needed to know to function as a
criminal in Danube City. However, while Kim had lunch in the employee
break-room with Eloisa and the other female vocalists, Tiffany was
nowhere in sight, and neither was Vladik. When her shift ended, it
always was Vladik, not Kim, who accompanied Tiffany back to Victor
Dukov's house. Several times Kim and Eloisa watched dumbfounded as
Vladik and Tiffany walked towards the river during their breaks, smiling
and bantering with each other. Eloisa commented:
"If those two
start going out, they are going to be the weirdest couple in Danube
City."
Kim thought about
Eloisa's comment, but did not agree. There was nothing odd about the
coincidence that Vladik and Tiffany were rebuilding their lives at the
same time and thus would be attracted to each other. They both were in
disgrace, they both were burdened with guilt from their pasts, and they
both were starting from nothing.
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The
first Saturday in October Tiffany and Vladik went to the Socrates Club
for the first time. Tiffany actually liked the club, but her companion
was a bit nervous upon seeing several criminals he had punished while
still a police officer. Finally he calmed down and focused on his own
situation instead of worrying about what the others thought about him.
As he sat with
Tiffany, the emotion of the past three weeks built up in Vladik Dukov's
heart. A month before he never could have imagined he would be sitting
at a table at the famous criminal's club, as naked as any criminal and
struggling with his growing feelings towards a dishonored woman who was
a recovering drug addict and former prostitute. Then the words of
Kimberly Lee came back to him… "Maybe what you need is a woman with
flaws and problems, someone you can love for who she is and how she
feels about you, not for what she is."
With that thought
on his mind, Vladik invited Tiffany to dance. Vladik had no real plans,
other than to enjoy Tiffany's company. For the first time in his life he
did not have to worry about protocol, furthering his career, acting
"properly", or trying to impress anyone. He simply could enjoy Tiffany
for what she was to him, a friend and a companion.
Tiffany was both
very excited and very nervous as she felt Vladik's body brushing against
hers. She had such a degraded view of herself that she found it hard to
believe that she had anything to offer someone like Vladik. However,
like her partner, he could give her something that she desperately
needed from him, companionship and a friend who seemed not eager to
judge her. At the same time she felt flattered that a man who just a
month ago was so much above her socially now was accessible and treating
her like he would treat any other woman. For the first time in several
years Tiffany faced the hope of having a "normal" relationship. It was
for sure that Vladik was nothing like Ray, nor was he like any of her
former customers.
The ex-cop and the
ex-stripper left the club after dancing, since there was no point in
staying once the music stopped. Tiffany's understanding of Danubian was
not nearly at the proficiency necessary to follow the speeches from her
fellow-criminals. The issue of going to an "intimacy room" never came up
that night, because neither was quite ready to make that emotional leap
in their relationship. However, by the time they finished their last
dance it was obvious both of them were moving in that direction. They
went home by trolley, standing up according to the rule regarding the
use of public transportation by criminals. Vladik kissed Tiffany
goodnight, each of them enjoying the feel of the other's bare body as
they hugged on Victor Dukov's front porch.
When she went
upstairs into her room, Tiffany studied her bare figure in the mirror.
She was surprised by how good she looked, her body fully recovered from
the past two years of abuse. The only signs remaining from her drug
habit were the faint remains of needle-track scars in her arms and a cut
on her forehead she received from a drug dealer who had double-crossed
her and knocked her unconscious. She struck several poses, and then
turned her back to the mirror to study her bottom. Tiffany always had
been proud of her backside, which now looked pretty good now that it had
filled out a bit and the welts from her punishment were completely
healed. Maybe she had something to offer him after all.
Tiffany still
faced a difficult life, largely because of her ongoing cravings, which
popped up unexpectedly. She had a bad one just the past week, to the
point she actually looked around Danube City to see if she could find
someone selling. However, true to Kim's word, it seemed drugs were
completely unavailable within the Danube City collar zone. The only
legal items were beer, wine, and cigarettes. The only alcohol sold to
criminals was the weak and very filling beer served at the Socrates
Club. The law prohibited wine and cigarettes from being sold to collared
criminals.
Tiffany realized
she now had a much more important reason to stay clean than the simple
unavailability of drugs. She had hope of a relationship with Vladik. He
was a very flawed person, of course. He wouldn't have lost his job as a
police officer had his faults not caught up with him. However, he also
was a courteous and resilient man, already thinking more about his
future in the Danubian Army than his past in the Danubian National
Police. Vladik Dukov gave Tiffany Walker a purpose in life, something
much more than simply wanting to stay alive for the sake of staying
alive.
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