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Chapter 23 - Wendy's Whipping
Burnside almost immediately achieved her main goal with Wendy, to get her
thought patterns away from what they had been over the past year. Wendy ceased
to think about gambling. He suicide fantasies totally vanished from her mind.
Instead her life and thoughts consisted of pleasing Burnside, her correspondence
classes, and her art. Wendy did not have time to think about anything else.
Burnside forced her to focus her time and her energies. Wendy learned to
appreciate her life. She learned to cherish the few free moments available to
her and use them to their fullest. In a strange way she was happier then she had
been in a long time. Wendy's life was very structured, with very clear rules and
expectations. As cruel as Burnside may have been, she deeply cared for Wendy,
and Wendy knew it.
Burnside punished Wendy much less frequently than the student had anticipated
when she began her period of servitude. Partly this was because Wendy adapted
well to serving her. However, it also partly was because of Burnside's attitude
about punishment. Burnside believed that physical punishment loses its
effectiveness if given too frequently. The victim becomes used to it and
eventually becomes less afraid of being punished. There also is the fact that
the body compensates for punishments given too frequently.
Burnside never punished Wendy over an area that had not completely healed from
the previous punishment. She wanted to avoid toughening Wendy's body, but at the
same time she wanted to avoid injuring her. For example, during the second week
Wendy broke a glass pan lid while cooking. She immediate confessed to Burnside
about the lid, kneeling and holding the two largest pieces in front of her.
Wendy's confession resulted in a lighter punishment, 20 strokes across the
fronts of her thighs with a riding crop. Wendy's bottom and shoulders were still
marked from the first switching, and for Burnside would remain off-limits until
the marks were gone. The only unmarked part of Wendy's body suitable for
punishment at that time were the fronts of Wendy's thighs.
Burnside wanted Wendy to fear each punishment as much as she feared the first
one, which was another reason Wendy never received a severe punishment more than
once every three or four weeks. Burnside never used the same implement twice.
She forced Wendy to assume different positions.
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At age 41, Ruth Burnside had an insatiable sexual appetite. About half the
nights Wendy was with her, Burnside had a lover over. In all Wendy counted a
total of 16 lovers; 13 men and 3 women. Some came over only once, others came
over several times. The majority of the lovers seemed to be in their 30’s,
although there were a couple of guys who appeared to be in their 50’s, and one
young woman who seemed not much older than Wendy. Burnside’s lovers included two
Blacks, a couple of Hispanics, a guy from Mainland China, and a young man who
appeared to be from the Middle East.
The discipline sessions all followed the same general pattern, but there were
variations. For example, the young woman seemed particularly embarrassed at
having to undress in front of Wendy. Burnside forced her to focus on her
submission by ordering her to spend a long time standing under the spotlight
with her hands behind her head, while Wendy walked around her and carefully
studied her body. When the guy from Mainland China came over, it was Wendy who
issued Burnside’s commands to him in Chinese. The Chinese guy spoke good
English, but hearing the orders spoken to him in his native language added to
his humiliation and sense of vulnerability.
Wendy never participated in anything beyond the initial part of Burnside’s
discipline sessions. She came out to take the submissive’s clothing and serve
the wine, and then was dismissed. When Burnside was entertaining, she allowed
Wendy to close her bedroom door. Wendy’s reward from Burnside for participating
in the sessions was that she could work on her art instead of studying. However,
the sessions fascinated Wendy and she gladly would have participated even
without the incentive of not having to spend the night doing her coursework.
Burnside made the rules very clear to both Wendy and her guests. Wendy was
expected to perform her role in Burnside’s discipline ritual and serve wine. She
owed the guests nothing else. The guests were to respect Wendy and not attempt
to flirt with her or engage her in any conversation.
“If anyone who comes over here is ever disrespectful to you, let me know
immediately. I want you to understand that to disrespect you is to disrespect
me, and there will be hell to pay for anyone who tries it.”
Burnside invariably punished her lovers. Wendy often heard the
CRACK!...CRACK!...CRACK!... of a punishment coming from Burnside's bedroom once
the living room portion of the punishment was over. Sometimes she heard crying
or screams.
Wendy was under the impression that Burnside cared little for most of her
lovers. They came over, gave up their clothes, had their wine, received a
punishment, had sex, and were gone after a few hours.
During January Burnside entertained lovers about a half of the nights Wendy
lived with her. During many of the nights that Burnside was not with guests she
ordered Wendy to be with her. When it came to sex, Burnside was extremely
demanding and often very cruel to Wendy. Occasionally Burnside used sex as a
means to punish Wendy instead of the constant whippings Wendy had expected prior
to coming over.
Sexually Burnside totally dominated Wendy during the first month of her
servitude. During their first few nights together the professor learned the
physical vulnerabilities of Wendy's body, and then used those vulnerabilities to
completely control her. It was through sex, much more than the physical
punishments, that Burnside forced Wendy to become truly submissive to her.
Burnside especially loved to torment her servant by bringing her close to orgasm
but not allowing her to climax. Wendy spent countless hours with her wrists and
ankles attached to her bed-posts and her eyes covered while Burnside played with
her body. For hours on end she pulled desperately at her restraints and groaned
while Burnside lightly teased her between the legs with her fingertips and
tongue. When Wendy was almost insane from arousal, Burnside unhooked her cuffs
and led her back to the master bedroom by the wrist. Sometimes she threw herself
on top of Wendy and pressed her pelvis against Wendy's. Sometimes she forced
Wendy's face between her legs. Sometimes she ordered Wendy to arouse her with
her fingertips. Sometimes she shoved her fingers up Wendy's bottom or vagina.
Sometimes she forced Wendy to use her fingers on her. Occasionally she was
merciful to Wendy and allowed her to climax.
During that time Wendy was desperate to draw. The urge to draw burned inside
her, to the point that she often sacrificed sleep to create drawings. By the
middle of February Wendy had a sizable collection of top-quality artwork in her
desk drawer. The drawings became Wendy's outlet for the responsibilities and
torments she was enduring. The drawings themselves had changed from the ones she
created over the summer. Besides intense suffering, the newest works also
reflected intense pleasure.
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Wendy's work on her classes was one important part of her life while she stayed
with Burnside. Each morning, right after breakfast, Wendy knelt at Burnside's
desk and held her correspondence work in front of her for the professor to
review. She watched nervously as Burnside looked over her assignments. Burnside
never corrected anything, but if she did not think that Wendy had done good
work, she brusquely handed the papers back with the comment "This won't work.
Re-do it." It was up to Wendy to figure out what needed to be corrected.
Burnside was determined that Wendy strive to do her best in her studies, and
more importantly, to learn to solve as many problems as possible on her own.
However, Burnside was not so cruel as to leave Wendy with no guidance with her
studies. Wendy soon learned that during their breakfast or dinner conversations
Burnside dropped hints about Wendy's work and how she could find the answers to
her assignments. Wendy learned to listen carefully to the professor for any
hints or tips that Burnside might be willing to give her.
Wendy learned the hard way not to try to slip anything past Burnside. At the end
of January she needed to do a report for her independent study. She showed the
report to Burnside along with some other papers. Burnside thrust the paper back
in Wendy's face with the comment "Don't even think about turning this in! You
will re-do it, and there will be no drawing until you have this report properly
done!"
Wendy's drawing was her only outlet, so she desperately needed to get the paper
out of the way and get back to her art. At that point she made a big mistake.
She made a few corrections and e-mailed the paper to her accounting professor.
The next day she received a response, a C+ on the paper. Then Wendy made another
mistake, saying nothing to Burnside. She did not realize that Burnside had set
her home Internet account to automatically copy all incoming and outgoing e-mail
messages to her home and send the copied messages to her computer at work. From
her office Burnside was able to review the entire correspondence between Wendy
and her accounting professor. She downloaded and copied the paper and returned
home with it in the afternoon.
Burnside said nothing to Wendy, but took out a whip and some wrist cuffs that
were attached to chains. The implement was a thin buggy-style whip. The blows
would sting, but the whip was not heavy and there was little risk of breaking
Wendy's skin. Burnside would be able to hit Wendy many times with it, and even
cross the welts, without much concern about injury. She laid the items on her
dresser. This would be a long punishment, since Wendy had attempted to lie to
Burnside by not telling her about her C+. However, Burnside was not planning to
whip Wendy tonight. Waiting would be part of her punishment.
It was significant that Burnside was not planning to do the one thing that truly
would hurt Wendy; take away her art supplies. Burnside knew the importance of
Wendy's art as part of her therapy. The loss of her art supplies truly would be
a severe punishment to Wendy, but one, thought Burnside, that ultimately would
not help her. Wendy would suffer for the correspondence course paper and not
telling Burnside what happened, but the suffering would be physical. Wendy's art
was off-limits.
While Wendy was preparing dinner Burnside quietly slipped in her room and placed
the downloaded paper on Wendy's desk. Wendy would discover it after dinner and
then would have to approach Burnside about it. Burnside was pleasant during
dinner and allowed Wendy to sit with her. Wendy was cheerful, thinking she had
outwitted the professor. After the meal Burnside sat down at her computer to
work on an article for a professional journal she contributed to, while Wendy
cleaned up from dinner. Wendy knelt at the bathroom door, as usual, for Burnside
to take her collar off for her bath. She came out, knelt again for Burnside to
put the collar back on, and then was dismissed.
Wendy's heart stopped when she went in her room and saw what was on her desk.
Her hands shook as she picked up the paper. She looked out her door at Burnside,
typing away at her article. Wendy could not wait anymore. Shaking, she walked
out and knelt next to Burnside's desk.
"Dr. Burnside...I...I...request...per...permission to...sp...speak."
Burnside said nothing. She was in the middle of a paragraph and typing
furiously, not wanting to lose her train of thought. Wendy waited until she
finished with the paragraph. Burnside said nothing. She thumbed through a book,
found the quote she was looking for, copied it to the article and typed the
reference footnote, and started the next paragraph. Wendy became more and more
nervous.
"D...Dr. Burnside...I...re...request...permission to...sp...speak."
Burnside did not look up. She kept her eyes focused on her computer screen and
with a cold, flat voice, responded, "I heard you the first time, Wendy. Your
problems are not the only thing I have to worry about in my life. I will finish
this article, send it out, and then we will discuss your paper."
Burnside typed for another hour. Wendy did not know what to do. Should she get
up, return to her room, and wait for Burnside to finish? Should she stay there,
kneeling until Burnside was ready to talk? Wendy decided not to move. Her legs
began to cramp from kneeling, but she was afraid to get up without being
directed.
What un-nerved Wendy the most was that Burnside had not looked at her when she
responded. With anyone else that might have seemed a trivial detail, but with
Burnside it wasn't. Burnside was fanatical about looking people in the eye when
she spoke to them. Wendy realized that she truly was in disgrace. Burnside had
refused to even grant her the dignity of eye-contact.
Burnside finished the article, ran spell-check, reviewed her footnotes to make
sure she had properly cited her sources, logged onto the Internet and her
publisher's account, and sent off the article. She disconnected, brought up her
screen-saver, and finally turned to face Wendy.
"OK, Wendy. Now you have permission to speak."
"You...you were right. I...got...a...'C' on...this p...paper. I...I'm sorry, Dr.
Burnside."
"Two things. First, you got a 'C+'. Don't sell yourself short. Second, don't
tell me you're sorry. If you were sorry you wouldn't have done it, and you
wouldn't have tried to slip this past me. Telephone operators say 'sorry', which
is what you'll be if you don't pull yourself together. I expect you to take
responsibility for what you do and not be 'sorry'. Another thing. You saw
full-well that I was working on an article. Your problem was not urgent. I did
not appreciate the interruption."
"Y...yes, Dr. Burnside."
"So…where do we go from here? I told you not to send that paper for a reason.
It's shit, and you should be ashamed you wrote it. Had you turned that to in me,
I would have given you a 'C-'. Then you thought you could trick me. Send it off
and I wouldn't know. Worse, you deleted your correspondence with your professor
so I wouldn't see it, after I specifically told you to NEVER delete e-mail
messages on my Internet account. You deleted your correspondence to deceive me.
Now, stand up and turn around."
Wendy stood up, momentarily grateful to relieve the cramping in her legs she was
suffering from kneeling so long. Burnside scanned her back and bottom. There
were no marks from the switching a month ago. Wendy was ready for her second
severe punishment.
"Now face me...OK. Where do we go from here?"
"I...I guess...you'll punish me...Dr. Burnside."
"That's true. That is what will happen. I will whip you tomorrow afternoon, when
I have some time to punish you properly. Now get in bed. I want you up at 6:00,
my breakfast at 7:00."
"Yes, Dr. Burnside."
With that Burnside turned back to her computer and typed her password. Wendy was
dismissed.
Wendy returned to her room, terrified. A whipping. She was sure that Burnside
meant exactly that; Wendy would be flogged with a whip.
Wendy got in her bed and quietly cried. It was terrible to have to wait like
this. She would not be able to sleep much, if at all. She thought about Amy and
Suzanne, about their freedom and how they must be enjoying this evening. She
thought about her parents, and wondered what they would think if they could see
her now. Why had she done this to herself? Why had she messed up her life like
this? If she could only go back and undo everything she did a year ago, she
could have a happy, decent life right now. Instead...
As much as Wendy's heart filled with regret, if never occurred to her to pick up
her cell phone and ask Amy or Suzanne to come get her. This was her life now,
the one she had chosen for herself. She had nowhere to go, nothing to do, other
than her life here in this house. Tomorrow would be a terrible day, but somehow
she would get through it.
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The following day started out normally, except that when Wendy went into the
living room, she saw a pair of open leather cuffs suspended, about three feet
apart, from chains attached to the ceiling. Wendy's punishment would not be
until after lunch, but Burnside hung the cuffs as a reminder to Wendy of what
she would have to face later in the day. She also hung the cuffs in the morning
to test Wendy's determination to remain her servant. Wendy had the entire
morning to think about what she would face in the afternoon. Her cell phone
remained in her room. There was plenty of time for Wendy to call Amy or Suzanne
and leave Burnside's house if she so desired.
Wendy rushed into the kitchen to prepare breakfast. Burnside had not said
anything about Wendy eating or not eating, so she fixed herself breakfast as
well. However, Wendy did not feel like eating.
Burnside came out, already dressed for her early class. Wendy seated her, then
looked at the professor, wondering whether to sit down herself.
"Wendy, sit down and have a good breakfast. You won't be eating lunch and I
doubt you'll want dinner."
Wendy forced herself to eat. Burnside said nothing more. She finished and went
out to her car, leaving Wendy to clean up.
Wendy tried to keep herself busy the entire morning, to forget about what she
would have to face in the afternoon. She cleaned up from breakfast and cleaned
the two bathrooms. Burnside had expected her to study, but there was no way she
could concentrate.
Wendy sat at her desk and glanced at her cell-phone. She felt a fleeting
temptation to call Amy and ask her friend to pick her up. The temptation was
only momentary, however.
Wendy had entered into her agreement with Burnside at her own request. It had
been her choice to be Burnside's servant. It had been her choice to attempt to
deceive Burnside about the assignment. It now would be her choice to stay and
accept the consequences of her actions. The thought of being whipped terrified
her more than ever, but she would stay and face that fear. She realized this was
the moment, the opportunity for her to face her terror directly and overcome it.
She would conquer her fear and finally achieve the transformation in her soul
that she so desperately wanted. At that moment Wendy felt more liberated than
she had ever felt before.
Wendy she filled the rest of her time that morning drawing a picture. Her
emotional turmoil came out in the drawing. She finished the drawing and was
contemplating starting on another when she heard Burnside's car pull into the
garage. Wendy ran out into the center of living room and knelt on the floor. Her
heart pounded as she glanced up at the cuffs hanging from the ceiling. Her eyes
were wide with fear and she was shaking.
Burnside came in and glanced approvingly at her servant. Burnside was well-aware
of the temptation she had given Wendy by leaving her alone all morning with the
option of fleeing the house open to her. She had decided to test Wendy because
she had doubted Wendy's determination to fulfill her part of the agreement.
Wendy, by staying in spite of her fears, had proven herself to her mistress.
Wendy’s determination to stay would in no way alleviate her upcoming whipping,
but it would very profoundly change the relationship between the two women once
the punishment was over and Wendy’s welts had healed.
Burnside went to her room to change and pick up the rest of the items that she
needed for Wendy's whipping. Burnside changed into shorts and a sports bra. She
wanted maximum freedom of movement and was not interested in dressing the part
of a dominatrix. She took out leather cuffs for Wendy's ankles, a black scarf to
blindfold her, and some short chains and hooks to attach Wendy's ankle cuffs to
eye-hooks installed in the floor. She picked up the whip and carried everything
back out to the living room.
Burnside laid everything in front of Wendy. She let her servant have a good look
at the whip before picking up the scarf. Wendy's terrified eyes met the
professor's. Wendy was scared, and with good reason. Burnside folded the scarf,
placed it over Wendy's eyes, tied it behind her head, and checked to make sure
Wendy could not peek out if she raised her head.
Wendy heard the rattling of the chains as Burnside attached them to a set of
collapsible eyehooks in the floor. Burnside had several sets of these buried in
the carpeting. They were barely noticeable metal squares, but each had a metal
loop that popped up when needed and that folded down flat when not needed. There
were several sets of the same type of eyehooks in the ceiling, drilled into the
wooden studs through the ceiling drywall and easily capable of supporting a
person's full weight.
Burnside then grabbed Wendy's arm and ordered her to stand up. She positioned
the trembling girl under the suspended cuffs, lifted each of Wendy's arms, and
wrapped her wrists in the restraints. Wendy was not suspended, but as soon as
her feet were spread and attached to the floor she would have very little
freedom of movement.
"Put your feet slightly more than shoulder-width apart."
Wendy complied, and felt the cuffs wrap around her ankles. She now was mostly
immobilized, with her arms and feet spread. Burnside had access to every part of
her body except the soles of her feet. Burnside knew what she was doing. Wendy
would be able to move just a little, enough to maintain her circulation and not
go numb during the punishment.
Burnside backed away to admire Wendy's attractive body. She resisted the urge to
unhook Wendy and have sex with her before starting her punishment.
"Wendy, why am I whipping you?"
"I...I...t...turned in...a...a bad...p...paper...Dr. Burnside."
"That's not the main reason. Try again."
"I...t...tried to...h...hide it...from you."
"That's somewhat closer to the truth. I am whipping you because you tried to
deceive me. Remember when I first punished you with Amy? I punished you two for
the exact same reason I'm punishing you now. It wasn't that Marshall Plan paper
that pissed me off. It was the deception. This is the second time you tried to
deceive me. You will learn that trying to deceive me is not a good idea."
"Y...yes, Dr. Burnside."
With that Burnside picked up the whip. She planned to hit Wendy many, many times
with it.
The first two strokes took Wendy by surprise. Wendy had expected to be hit on
the bottom. Burnside knew that, and instead hit her across the fronts of both
thighs. Wendy was shocked by how sharply the whip stung. The pain was somewhat
sharper than Burnside's switch.
Wendy gasped and thrust herself backwards, only to thrust forward again when
Burnside slashed at her bottom. Wendy screamed. Burnside laid three strokes
across Wendy's shoulders and then three more on her bottom. Again Wendy thrust
forward. Pain radiated over her body. She screamed again as Burnside lay a
series of strokes on the fronts of her thighs. The professor stopped.
"Wendy, you are not showing any self-discipline at all. I expect you to stand
still for this. Instead you're moving around like a ballet dancer. Stick your
butt out and keep it out. If you don't, I know how to make this a lot worse."
Crying, Wendy shifted her bottom out.
CRACK!....CRACK!....CRACK!....CRACK!....CRACK!....CRACK!.... Burnside laid a
long series of strokes across Wendy's bottom and the backs of her thighs. She
spaced the blows apart to let Wendy feel each one and appreciate it.
Again and again Wendy screamed. With every bit of willpower she tried to keep
her bottom out, fighting her instincts to shift forward and attempt to escape
that horrible whip.
As was the case for the switching at the end of December, Wendy's world was
reduced to the pain being inflicted on her body. She was not conscious of
anything other than her physical sensations. Her instincts demanded that she do
anything, anything at all, to get this to stop. And yet she was able to resist
the temptation to beg for mercy, knowing full-well there would be no mercy.
CRACK!....CRACK!....CRACK!....CRACK!....CRACK!....CRACK!.... Burnside continued
to lay the sharp blows on Wendy's bottom and thighs, leaving a mass of swollen
reddish lines criss-crossing her tender brown skin. Wendy continued to do the
one thing that Burnside permitted her to do, scream. Her blindfold was becoming
wet from tears. Every so often Burnside paused, waiting for Wendy to stop
screaming and get her breath back for the next round.
Burnside turned her attention to Wendy's shoulders. This time it was not
important that Wendy stay in position. Wendy's shoulders were vulnerable, no
matter what. Again and again Burnside struck Wendy's shoulders and upper back,
until the mass of reddish lines matched the lines on Wendy's bottom and the
backs of her thighs. Again Wendy screamed, thrusting her head back and forth,
her face distorted with the pain and fear of what she was enduring.
Burnside stopped. She noticed a couple of blood blisters on Wendy's shoulders.
She had not broken the skin, but the blisters signaled to Burnside that she had
to be more careful. She waited for Wendy to stop screaming and get her breath
back. She positioned herself for the next portion of the whipping, across the
fronts of Wendy's thighs. Wendy's sobbing died down a little.
CRACK!....CRACK!....CRACK!....CRACK!....CRACK!....CRACK!.... Burnside struck
Wendy again and again across the fronts of her thighs. Wendy screamed much
louder when Burnside carefully laid a series of marks on the insides of Wendy's
legs, frighteningly close to her vagina. In her haze of pain Wendy realized that
yes, Burnside was perfectly capable of whipping her...there.
Once again Burnside paused to let Wendy stop screaming and get her breath back.
For a long time Wendy sobbed loudly, as she hung by her wrists. When her sobs
died down Burnside spoke to her.
"OK, Wendy, now you know what I am capable of. I haven't hit you there, yet. I
will if you don't obey me."
Wendy, breathing in broken, frightened gasps, nodded.
"Get your butt out. Keep it out. You've had your warning."
Wendy thrust her bottom out as far as she could. She was terrified, much more so
than before this punishment began. Now she knew real fear.
CRACK!....CRACK!....CRACK!....CRACK!....CRACK!....CRACK!.... Burnside laid
another long series of strokes on Wendy's already punished bottom. Wendy
screamed, but this time her fear of being hit...there...between her legs on the
most sensitive part of her body, motivated her to stay in position. Again and
again Burnside struck Wendy's bottom and thighs, stopping only when she noticed
several blood blisters among the mass of welts. Wendy screamed louder than ever.
For the last time during this session Burnside stopped to watch Wendy sob and
slowly get her breath back. She noticed that Wendy was hanging by her wrists and
not supporting her weight with her feet. Burnside decided to end Wendy's
punishment.
Saying nothing, the professor unhooked Wendy's ankle cuffs and took them off.
She then put her arm around Wendy's waist and with her free hand struggled to
unhook Wendy's wrist cuffs. Wendy was still sobbing as the second hook was
released and her weight shifted into Burnside's arm. Burnside led the sobbing
student back to the guest bedroom and guided her onto her bed on her stomach.
Wendy was still in too much pain to be aware of much going on around her and was
crying violently. Burnside took off Wendy's blindfold and for a while sat next
to her on the bed to make sure she would be all right.
Burnside went back out into the living room, took the chains down from the
ceiling and put everything away. Then she checked on Wendy, who was still on her
stomach, crying. She examined the welts on Wendy's shoulders and bottom. She had
not broken Wendy's skin, but in several spots she had come close. Wendy was
crying more quietly now. Burnside decided to leave her alone, but check on her
periodically for the rest of the day.
Burnside had a guest over later that night, but Wendy did not see him. Just
before he came over Burnside left a glass of water on Wendy's desk. Wendy still
was crying quietly from the shock and pain of her punishment. Burnside knew that
she was in no condition to do anything or face anyone. Before she left Wendy's
room, Burnside had a final comment for her servant.
"Wendy, I expect top performance out of you for everything. I do not expect
haphazard work and deception from you. Now you know what will happen if you
don't take our agreement more seriously. Do you understand?"
Wendy sobbed. "Yes, Dr. Burnside."
"Good. Try to drink some water and get as much rest as you can. You can keep
your door closed tonight. Tomorrow we start fresh. I want you up at 6:00, my
breakfast at 7:00."
"Yes, Dr. Burnside."
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The whipping was a turning point in Wendy's life and her relationship with
Burnside. It was the closest Burnside ever came to punishing Wendy as severely
as what was in her pictures. Now Wendy knew what it felt like. The experience
was somewhat different than she had imagined, but every bit as intense. The
whipping traumatized Wendy for several days and that trauma was reflected in her
pictures over the next several weeks.
Wendy’s character changed after the whipping. Although she had adapted well to
serving Burnside from the beginning, now Wendy was determined to perform her
duties in a way she had not prior to the end of January. Wendy became very
diligent in all areas of her life; the housework, the meals for the professor
and herself, her classes, her art. Wendy pushed herself hard.
Wendy's diligence extended to her sex life with Burnside. There was a passion in
Wendy's sex drive that had not existed prior to the whipping. Wendy was not
passionate out of fear of another whipping. She was passionate because the
whipping put a new intensity into her soul, an ability to do things 100%. Wendy
now wanted all areas of her relationship with Burnside to be 100%.
On the nights they had sex, Wendy loved submitting to Burnside's kisses and
caresses. Wendy treated Burnside with passion. There were moments when Wendy
took control, pressing Burnside to the bed and covering her body with kisses and
caresses. Wendy struggled to satisfy Burnside's sex drive as much as possible,
to the point that Burnside looked forward to her nights with her servant. Wendy
became an excellent lover. As a result Burnside lost interest in other people.
Burnside's sexual tormenting of Wendy did not stop. It intensified, as it became
obvious that Wendy wanted to be tormented sexually as part of her relationship
with the professor. Wendy grew to love the sessions of being restrained on her
bed, helpless and at Burnside's mercy. As much as Burnside tormented Wendy
during these sessions, she was determined to satisfy Wendy as well. Wendy had
orgasms with an intensity she never could have imagined prior to entering
Burnside's house.
Burnside noticed the hurt in Wendy's eyes when she had other lovers over. Wendy
became jealous of Burnside. Burnside could have used Wendy's jealousy to torment
her further, but she cared about Wendy and had no desire to hurt her feelings.
As the semester progressed she cut back on her other relationships to spend more
evenings with Wendy.
The only exception was Halsey. There was no way that Burnside would alter her
relationship with him, not for Wendy, nor for anyone else. Wendy understood and
accepted it. She made every effort to accommodate that part of Burnside's life,
serving Burnside and Halsey with 100% concentration whenever he came over.
When Wendy knelt and presented herself to Burnside in the performance of her
duties, her eyes reflected a passion for her goal of pleasing the professor.
There was an intensity in Wendy's eyes that unsettled Burnside, but at the same
time pleased and gratified her. Wendy's servitude was in no way relaxed, and the
threat of a punishment always remained a part of Wendy's life. However, it was
that same threat that put passion into everything that Wendy did.
Burnside punished Wendy severely three more times that semester. There was a
caning the week before Mardi Gras, with Wendy restrained to the leather bench.
In the middle of March there was a flogging with a martinet. Finally, in the
middle of April there was a strapping, similar to what she had received from Amy
the year before. As harsh as these punishments were, none of them came close to
severity of the January whipping.
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By the end of February, Burnside began to think about the need to transition
Wendy back to normal life. Wendy's servitude was not even half over, but
Burnside had to begin the process of slowly preparing her to face the outside
world again. Amy would be instrumental for helping Burnside achieve her goal.
Burnside saw Amy in her office on a daily basis, but never had mentioned Wendy.
She knew that was hard on Amy. Every time they worked together Burnside could
see the question in Amy's eyes, what is happening to Wendy? Amy's question now
would be answered, but not by Burnside. The professor decided that Amy and Wendy
should begin to correspond as the initial step for Wendy getting ready to leave
her house. For the first time in two months, Wendy would be allowed a link to
the outside world in her personal life.
Burnside began by asking Wendy to give her the pictures she had drawn so far to
turn over to Amy. She suspected that Amy's photographer roommate could get them
published. Wendy handed Burnside a sizable stack of artwork. Burnside was a bit
surprised, realizing how much sleep Wendy must have given up to make all these
drawings. All of them, without exception, were excellent. Burnside's disdain for
the arts softened when she realized the power that could come out in images such
as the ones created by her servant.
That afternoon Burnside saw Amy in her office. She made some tea and passed a
cup to her student aide. Then she spoke.
"Amy, there is a question you've had, and that you tried to ask me back in
December. You want to know what's going on with Wendy. You'll get your answer,
but not from me. I cannot tell you what's going on with Wendy. It's up to Wendy
to tell you what she wants to."
Burnside paused for a moment, collected her thoughts, and continued.
"I need you to start writing Wendy. Write her every day. News, gossip, poems, I
don't care what. But write her. In three months she will come back out into the
world. You’re going to have to help her, starting now. Whenever she chooses to
write I'll bring her letters back to you."
"Why can't I just e-mail her?"
"It's not the same. If you write her letters you'll be forced to put some
thought into them. You can't do that with an e-mail. Another thing. You asked if
you could see her. Right now my guess is you'll start seeing her sometime in
about three or four weeks, towards the end of March."
Burnside then took out the pictures from her briefcase and passed them to Amy.
"I'm giving you the drawings she's done up to now. If your photographer friend
can get them published for her I would appreciate it."
Amy laid the drawings on her desk and carefully looked at them. The element of
extreme pleasure in many of the images surprised Amy. She knew that Suzanne
would be very happy to see these and that they were headed for publication.
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